Tis the season for re-evaluating life, figuring out what is important and if/how things need to change.
I have just had possibly the busiest December since I stopped working pantomimes. Looking back it is mostly a blur and I now feel worse than I have in months.
To the extent that during December many old symptoms returned like over sensitivities – on one particular day I actually wanted to pull my hair out, so I shaved it off instead. My sleep patterns have become disturbed again, with night sweats, many many dreams and early hours waking. Not to mention some brand new symptoms. So it is definitely time now to rest and try and find my way back to a better place.
It was my birthday yesterday. As a rule I like birthdays, but I don’t like having a birthday on January 3rd. The lull after Christmas is never fun, everyone getting back to work, bad weather. So first change, perhaps from now on I should celebrate my birthday in July?
Second change. I enjoy crafting, but I don’t enjoy selling. I didn’t much enjoy the craft fairs I did in December. I found them stressful to prepare for and to participate in. So perhaps this year all art and craft should be souly for myself. Which leaves me with the slight conundrum of what to do with the stock that didn’t sell – but I see many random acts of kindness, abandoning projects in their future, which makes me happy.
I plan to revisit art journalling and give bullet journalling a go.
This time last year I wrote a bucket list, over the course of the year I ticked off kayaking, Segway at Leeds castle and made a start on my epic kickscoot the coast. I think I need to update the list with new ideas but I would like to tick a few more items off the list this year, perhaps rock climbing and snow tubing?
I would also like to get further in my scoot. So far I have covered 111 miles and have got to Bexhill-On-Sea. The rest of the journey is going to be far slower progress the further away I get but I am very much looking forward to the challenge.
I discovered geocaching last year. I knew about before, but had never given it a try. I am still very much a beginner, but it has taken us as a family to places we wouldn’t otherwise have visited and given us more time together and outside having fun. So this year my aim is to do more of this. There is a very social local group so I hope to join them for some get togethers too.
